* mY sTOriEs
4:41 AM
My pay day is nearing...cant wait for the outings and the trip that has been confirmed.
Some of my friends have gotten their progress package..haha so they gotdoub pay. SO SHIOK..800 dollars on top of that their pay thats coming in on the 8th..loaded for the month i tell ya...its okay..only the OLDIES are entitled for the package..so it still means that im still young and not dependent on the govnt for such renumerations or i call it Temporary HAPPINESS...u must see all the smiles im coming across of this stupid package thing...hahaha...
Lately having this feeling of wanting the 'real' love and dreaming of being loved(no love making scenes sadly)..kinda NOT-ME actually.Been msging this particular gal that i seem to like..this gal im serious about.Life seems simpler for me as her cousin is my friend.lol FULL STOP.Please dunt ask who's she or her name,friendster add..bla bla..I SWEAR i will never leak it out like what happen earlier..hahaha
Working tomor as usual..looking forward to monday..ill end up with an MC-or a 'no show' at office since i want to go SENTOSA badly..haha..
Fuck can someone provoke me and get the EGO OUT again?...pulleezzz
The not-so ME.
UpSAnDDownS
Sunday, April 30, 2006
3:41 AM
MAY is approaching...it will be last PRE-PLANNED month before i enter NS. Will be quitting my job(tho i got no heart to) on either the 8th or 9th after i get my pay and then im off to krabi with my friends for a good 5 days till 15th.Thereafter train till 2nd of JUNE. But im still contemplating if i shld quit my job on the 9th or on the 25th???...haiz...gona miss all my colleagues and the Environment.
Courting girls seems easy but courting the right girl is fucking so hard.
=(
Aniway gota plan for the dates i have in MAY also...haiz...one particular date doesnt want a movie/meal date...any suggestions pple?..drop it at my tag board...thank you...
Aniway before i forget....TEMASEK ENGINEERING SCHOOL'S FRESHMAN ORIENTATION CAMP 2006/2007 IS THE BEST CAMP IVE EVER HAD.....to be frank though i was one of the Program heads for the event.i cldnt hold back tears when i thought my fellow heads were carrying most of the burden and not me...was held back initially but that wasnt a major concern aniway.....every single ENGENUIS had FUN during the 3 days.Though Engine didnt win the regatta this yr round, we did WIN in a way.We manage to win the hearts and bond all engenuis TOGETHER.thats what matters to me and to the rest.Kudos to SHUNXI,YC,JEREMY,MAC,JOHNATHAN,AISAH,ALI,ERIC,VINOTH,CANNONZ,
BENSON,MICHELLE,JINLIANG,TERRY,MARCUS,MR ANDREW AND THE REST OF THE SUB-COMS,MENTORS,FRIENDS ALL THOSE WHOM I LEFT OUT.WITHOUT YA THE EVENT WOULDNT BE A SUCCESS.
UpSAnDDownS
Wednesday, April 26, 2006
10:57 PM
Good and bad comes in packages..like today for me.
Opened my mailbox to find 2 letters.One from TP and the other from NTU. One was gd the other was bad.
UpSAnDDownS
Sunday, April 16, 2006
9:24 PM
ohk...my apologies to all who msged me yesterday...i realised i had so many msges at 12pm this afternoon cos i just woke up u see.lol...so had to give a miss of my meeting in sch also...
Went for an ex-colleague's wedding at wdlands with 3 of my colleagues.Usual void-deck voiding since its a customary malay wedding. Solemnisation took place at 2 and my friend looked gorgeous in her white sarong man..haha and her husband never smiles it seems..but the wedding overall was good.The food was good also..briyani..chicken,fish mutton etc etc...the fish esp was damn good. We left arnd 4+ and my colleague was going to meet her boy'friend' whom she have been talking to for the past 8 mnths for the first time..and she was like feeling uneasy to meet him alone..so she asked me to hop along since another colleague was following her and she felt the other girl might be a lightbulb..so she asked me to accompany them too..so here i was the 2nd lightbulb lahhhh...lol
We went over to PS Mac's...waiting for her guy to arrive at 5...and when he arrived..from being a noisy little girl..she became sooo quiet...hahaha (im gona spread this on monday on CNN!)....haha chatted for an hr or so..and we left them alone to take the bus ...and i SURPRISINGLY! cos of them had to take the bloody crowded MRT....haiz...hahaha...cos of the fact i wld have to take the same bus as her..and dunt wish to be a lightbulb AGAIN u see..so yea...that explains...=>
Work tomor ..double pay!!!..yay....
PEace out .
UpSAnDDownS
Saturday, April 15, 2006
9:57 PM
Ok.Ive set myself a deadline for everything.Especially my work.Its an experience i will never forget.Airport.Passengers.Colleagues.Planes.Countless no.of.Crushes....haha
Well nevertheless,im quitting my job approximately in a month's time.I've got to do lots within this month.Esp some issues regarding feelings...=>.I've got to know her better for now.thats all im going to do.Cant think further.
We are so close yet so far.....the feeling sucks tho
UpSAnDDownS
Wednesday, April 12, 2006
12:19 AM
Alright.bad and good news came in one green letter.Gd news.I got enlisted in JUNE.Bad news.Its dated on the 2nd OF JUNE 2006!.Was having lots of plans for the month of JUNE and was thinking i wld be enlisted in the 3rd week or so.nevertheless.
Its only 15 weeks.So Heck the plans for now.
I miss that girl.Badly.
UpSAnDDownS
Monday, April 03, 2006
11:30 PM
All i wish now is for my enlistment to be dated after my GRADUATION ceremony!!!!Please grant my wish oh almighty!I'll quit smoking and drinking if it should happen and i mean it.
Not only am i worried abt my enlistment,ive gota worry how to QUIT my job.haha thats another headache. Its not that easy as u think guys.If im not mistaken,im bonded for a year and to be eligible to break the bond,i shld have worked at least 3 months with the company.My 3rd month will fall in JUNE...lol..like that how sial?..haha HALF my pay will be GONE!!!!haiz...nvm ill try to see what the indian bugger can do for me,if i quit without telling,my name will just be tarnised in SATS..haha which i dunt care?..cos im planning to work for Engineering company.lol...AS IF i will do that....*not egoed ok.This attitude runs in every and i mean ALL taureans' blood.
Tomor is a sunday and i have to be back at the temple for canvassing again!...*F the management for sending out last min messages.I cant vent my anger,cos im doing it in the means to realise my spiritual self.Dunt get me wrong.I'm not pious or whatsoever.I abide to the rules and regulations(to a certain extend) of my religion.Thats all.Its not a must though.But i get some form of satisfaction in doing so.
Waiting for her.Still.
UpSAnDDownS
Saturday, April 01, 2006
